spiritual message from a friend who sacrificed his life 5 years ago

A friend of mine who sacrificed his life in a brawl 5 years ago visited me in my dream last night. Coincidentally, he's father had just picked up his remaining things from the police back to his home and it's just something that he needed to hear. I then realized that it wasn't just a dream. I am very honoured to be able to pass on he's messages to his family and friends. As an artist/spiritualist, in some way, we're messengers, our mission is to bridge the unknown to the known; the virtual/spiritual world to the real-world. I also feel so grateful to get to see this old friend of mine, who seemed to have grown even more mature, sophisticated, altruistic, bright and creative. In the dream he implanted this pedant that he's dad made for him into his left wrist, presumably signifies his embracement for the past as well as determination for altruism and justice. I am so happy for this amazing soul.

The second part of the story is that I had an epiphany of this song Secret Splendor by Buck 65 which delineates: from an accidental death, this soul transcends to heaven. The soul then experiences divinity. During its eternity, the soul had a dream by a beautiful lake and eventually engulfed in a miraculous blissfulness. I had an urged to shared this song with his dad and his dad was astonished by how the content of the song actually describes his favourite lake, where the ashes is spread by and this pedant in the middle of the lake. I realized then, this could be his message as well. I remember back in high school he introduced me to Buck 65 when I was still into hardcore gangsta rap, I didn't understand his poetic level of music yet, until a couple years after.

I still remember there was one time I was walking with him on the street, there was some hoodlum on the street who started shouting at me and ran towards me, I felt this intense sense of danger from this guy. Luckily, my friend just said hey, and the hoodlum saw him and immediately backed off and became really friendly. That's the kind of street credit he owned, and i'm probably just one of many people who he's helped on the street. 7 years after, he died on the street, his physical body has completed its mission and his soul lives on beautifully. I know this even more clearly by now. I want to share this story with everyone, with the permission by his father, whom my friend has always been so proud of. The beauty of family bond that surpasses the boundary of so-called reality, and how an amazing soul can continue to shine and spread love.

Thank you, Benjamin Denim Hare a.k.a Laz 1984 - 2010

For those of you who may have lost someone important during your life in this world-- there's transience, yet, there's eternity.

昨晚, 一個5年前為了幫弟弟解圍結果被一群流氓殺死的朋友托夢給我, 我跟他的爸爸講完後才知道原來剛剛好昨天他爸才去把他最後留下來的遺物從警察局帶回家，他可能擔心他爸太傷心，想請我跟他爸說他很好，而且靈界是很美好的，他的靈魂在很棒的地方。在夢中他把這個他爸做給他的紀念徽章植入他的左手腕裡，好像代表者他的正義精神以及堅強的意念。
他爸爸聽到後非常感動，說這真的是他現在需要知道的。我當下突然有首歌在我心中浮現 Buck 65的歌 Secret Splendor, 我馬上寄給他爸爸聽。幾分鐘後，他爸爸很驚訝的跟我說，這首歌很神奇的彷彿是他死去的兒子在述說的他的經歷，歌詞中述說的在永恆天堂中主角睡著並且經歷的輝煌般與神性的通天感受的那個湖，剛好跟他最喜歡的湖一樣，他的骨灰正是在那個湖邊的樹下，他爸幫他做的紀念徽章在湖底。這是我今天能幫我朋友從靈界給予的第二個訊息。（他爸爸知道後，馬上跑去在那個湖邊，真的感受到他的靈，並相處了一陣子，我聽了一直掉眼淚說：幫我向他問好，然後，我不想再用網路打擾你們了，電子器材有時會干擾到靈界的訊息）
Buck 65 剛好是我們高中認識時, 他介紹給我的音樂，因為我當時還在聽比較多幫派饒舌, 還不太能理解比較詩意性的饒舌音樂，一兩年後，我愛上了這類音樂。我記得高二那年，我在街上混時有個莫名其妙的流氓對我叫囂並且一邊向我衝過來，當下我直接感受到一種絕命的危機。但是他剛好在我旁, 笑笑的說個hey! 那流氓馬上變得很友善，我想因為他在街上的名聲非常好。我想.. 我不知道是他在街上幫助過的多少人其中的一個人而已。7年後, 他被殺死在街上。他的身軀完成了他這世的任務。然而，他的靈魂任然很美的發光著。我現在更確信這件事情了。

身為藝術工作者/靈修者  我想，這就是我們的使命之一，傳達訊息，把未成型的變成型，連結貌似虛幻的未知世界到這現實世界。謝謝你，Ben還有Ben的爸爸給我這個機會還有這麼美的感動，讓我能傳給更多人，尤其是曾經失去過重要的人事物的妳/你們。

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the pedant that Ben's dad made for him with the angel that I put by my bed on top of the pillow where I received his messages

Ben on the right and our best friend Victor on the left, listening to dope hip hop songs in Truro, 2002

Sammy performing with Ben in high school. Ben performs beatboxing live while Sammy breakdance, Truro, 2002.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oIdYoov_PSU
Secret Splendor by Buck 65

The word miracle isn't really worth the same

As a measure of marvel in heaven as it is on earth

Because extraordinary happenings are commonplace in the promised land

So the precedent is modified

God itself decides the phenomenom fairly fantastic in nature

Happens very rarely by standards set by the practicing masters

Of the spectactular arts in paradise

As I strolled aimlessly edges of sacrement one day

I wasn't looking and died by accident 

With sugar on my tongue and a breeze in each armpit 

I descended to heaven cross-legged by magic carpet

Carried along through tunnels by a flow of waves

I met this soul with the role of issuing haloes

His name was Aurora, one time bet-maker

Everything he said he sang like Chet Baker

He explained the significance of the halo's intentions

The way that each increment of its dimensions

Bore a correlation to the core of your essence

With factors including the learning of lessons

Things that matter the most here being

Reflect and direct on the gleam that you're seeing

Overall size of the particle density

As it corresponds to the mission intensity

Well over 400 factors with gradients

Come into play with each new halo's radiance

With congratulations and repeating my name

He also assured me that no two are the same

It allows you a glimpse of each person's spirit

Without having to come anywhere near it

So with halo in place and my thankfulness pledged

My resident status in heaven was full-fledged

One day in eternity after riding a teeter-totter with God

I fell asleep with my feet in the water of a lake by a tree

In a quiet little place where i could be by myself with the sun on my face

A little while later I awoke to a rumbling

And opened my eyes to see a scene so humbling

I couldn't quite catch my breath

And my pulse doubled as the lake looked like it boiled as it bubbled

But instead of scalding my skin it was soothing

And it only felt like my imagination was melting 

And trickling into a pool of fluid intuition

As secret splendor came to fruition

My own eyes surrendered as rapture found its purpose

As beautiful harmonies danced on the surface

Abstract shapes of all colors first did a dance and then floated

From each bubbled bursted

Literally billions of magnificent things

Would quake and quiver on top of the lake

I glanced left and right to see if maybe anyone else was dreaming this dream

When I turned all the way with my back to the spectre

I saw there an angel in the form of perfection

I felt paralyzed and my voice tried to hide

She glided and gently moved her hips from side to side

Without moving her feet, her hand held out in front of her

Calm and collected my hopes in her palm

The closer she came, and something about her

The most soothing sound grew louder and louder

Intense pleasure ran the length of my spine

As I pulled her towards me with the stength of my mind

When our hands finally touched she told me she loved me

And the shapes from the lake filled the whole sky above me

Instead of our tongues we spoke with our eyes

While music and color pulsed from the skies

It shines

Our edges are dreams running lengthwise

Our secret wishes fluttering lightyears

We fashioned inferences in disguise shapes together

You are the space between my exhales

Our way of understanding is eyes closed navigation

We twist slivers of unconsciousness into sacrement

Ghosts waltz around our backs

Our ideas converge to form corners to hide in

Quicker than dreams we traded our charms

Then spent eternity in each others arms

It was a miracle in heaven

You could see it and hear it everywhere

The synthesis of two souls and one spirit

Our haloes were the exact same size

巴克65秘密探條

這個詞的奇蹟是不值得同

作為奇蹟在天上的措施，因為它是地球

由於非凡發生的事情是司空見慣的應許之地

所以先例修改

上帝本身決定phenomenom在自然界非常美妙

很少發生由執業主人設定的標準

在天堂spectactular藝術

我漫無目的地散步邊sacrement1天

我不看，並意外死亡

糖在我的舌頭在每個腋下變得輕而易舉

我下樓到天堂盤腿魔毯

逐浪流通過隧道沿線進行

我遇到了這個靈魂發出暈的作用

他的名字是極光，一次投注機

他所說的一切，他卻象切特·貝克

他解釋的光環的意圖的重要意義

的方式，它的尺寸的每個增量

生了一個相關性的你的本質核心

隨著因素，包括經驗學習

事情說事最是這裡

反映和引導上，你看到了一線

粒子密度的外形尺寸

因為它對應的任務強度

超過400因素與梯度

開始發揮作用，每個新的光環的光芒

隨著祝賀和重複我的名字

他還向我保證，沒有兩個是相同的

它可以讓你每個人的精神一瞥

無需走近它的任何地方

因此，與光環的地方，我感恩承諾

在天堂我的居民身份是羽翼豐滿

騎蹺蹺板之後，與神有一天在永恆

我靠著樹睡著了我的腳在湖的水

在一個安靜的小地方，我可以用我自己在我臉上的太陽

過了一會兒我醒來了隆隆

並睜開眼睛，看到的場景讓震撼人心

我不太明白我的呼吸

和我的脈搏一倍湖面看起來像它煮，因為它冒泡

而不是燙我的皮膚，但它是舒緩

它只是感覺就像我的想像被融化

和涓涓成流體直覺池

秘密輝煌也能成功

我自己的眼睛為自首狂喜找到了自己的目的，

隨著優美的和聲跳舞表面上

所有顏色的抽象的形狀第一次做舞蹈，然後飄然

從每個突發冒泡

數十億的壯麗的東西

將地震和顫動的湖面之上

我看了看左，右看看，也許別人是在做夢這個夢想

當我打開所有的方式與我回幽靈

我看到有一個天使在完美的形式

我覺得自己癱瘓了，我的聲音試圖隱瞞

她滑翔，然後輕輕把她的臀部，從一邊到另一邊

不動她的腳，她的手伸出她的面前

不動聲色我希望寄託在她的手掌

越接近她來了，一些關於她

最舒緩的聲音越來越響亮

強烈的快感跑到我的脊椎長度

當我拉著她走向我，我心中的心肌力異同

當我們的手終於感動了，她告訴我她愛我

從湖的形狀充滿我上面整個天空

相反，我們的舌頭，我們採訪了我們的眼睛

而音樂和顏色的天空脈衝

令人眼前一亮

我們邊的夢想縱向運行

我們的秘密願望飄飄光年

我們塑造推論變相共同塑造

你是我的呼氣之間的空間

我們的理解方式是閉著眼睛導航

我們擰無意識條子到sacrement

鬼在我們的背上跳華爾茲

我們的想法匯聚形成的角落中隱藏

夢比我們更快的交易我們的魅力

然後花了永恆的每個人手臂

那是在天上一個奇蹟

你可以看到它，聽到它無處不在

兩個靈魂，一個精神的合成

我們的光暈是完全一樣的大小